The one that got away

There is a post on the wall at my house that reads 'to love and be loved is the greatest joy on earth.' Christ came to die for our sins, the cross could not contain his Superior power and the grave could not hold him.

He came to give us unconditional love that is unfailling. He is the perfect lover without fault, he is the one that got away. He is in heaven yet he remains omnipotent. He sticks closer than a brother.

I am Caroline Christ
from the heart
xoxo
Caro-on-the-grind.

NOT with a fizzle but with a BANG! First post in 2013

Tears voluntarily flow out of my eyes
Touching my chubby cheeks
and finally resting as they meet on my chin
dripping down on my clothes like Aaron's oil flowing from
his bead down his entire body.

Love betrays me when I least expect it to.
The pain it causes me is recurring
It's sharper than a double edged sword
Deeper than the earth's crust
Begins beneath the ocean's bed rest.

The wise runneth from it
and only fools such as I fall in love
Only to be left alone and desolate
with streams of painful inectia flowing
out of her belly.

I have summoned all the strength left in me
to carry me through to a healing place, one more time
to be my saviour just this once, again.

I bid farewell to you, and now its for real.
I cannot take another heartache
nor can I afford to be in such pain.

It has been said that it is better to have loved and
lost than to have never loved at all
I say none is better. none
In the end pain reigns my entire body
Pain. unexplanaitory such assumed love to be.